Swanky

i'm really glad that if i were to ever feel intimidated or pissed off at someone, i now have the ability to discuss the Armory Show of 1913, or if it's bad enough, Walt Kuhn's clown paintings.

i have a feeling this may come in handy this new year's eve.

i want to DATE Carter Basin.

he's perfect.

austin is engaged. rob just surprise attacked logan at work in BOSTON. i'm going to be in new york while ian is in kentucky. i feel like everyone is in the turning lane while im waiting for the green light to go forward. 'NEXT TO NORMAL' IS RIGHT.
i'm not really moved either way by any of this, but there is a controlled whirlwind going on in my brain. i feel like a constant observer. out of the moment. always behind a lens that has dirt on it. you know when you're playing monopoly and you're really broke or in debt, then you realize IT DOESNT MATTER cause it's just a game. that's how i feel about my life. i know that makes me sound disturbed, which i'm not really. but in the end, it all is a game, right?

i guess the point of all this is, I AM IN LOVE WITH SHOSHANA BEAN.

why is it the people who i deeply emotionally attach myself to are fucking INSANE. or maybe everyone is. and you just have to get that close to someone to notice.

i mean I'M not. i'm PERFECT. i'm a fucking PEACH.

Tonight i will be watching A Good Year starring russel crowe and marion cotillard. it is a very simple movie with overall bad acting. but it is pretty. so pretty.

hi hi hi hi hihihihi.

my room is now clean! i have been working on it for 5 hours. it's the first time i have cleaned it since i broke my back! like, i haven't even hung up my clothes upon removing them. i found so many of my movies that were missing. so i counted them all and i own about 79 dvds not including the ones that are missing/my friends have. I AM SO PROUD OF ME TODAY!! i did it!! the next 2 weeks are going to be crazy. i work every day until christmas and then i work the 3 days after christmas then the next day i go to boston for 5 days then the day i get back i work for the next 2 days. 2 days in paris! im watching it right now. i also need to do laundry. i haven't since i broke my back, which has resulted in me re-wearing everything/buying new ones.

this is a picture of me drunk by myself the other night.


lookin good feelin great.

are you kidding me? now I have to delete MY facebook. bitches tryin to be all up on my man...




like my make-ups?

this semester is finally over!! i got an A in american art history. omg omg omg. i consider this to be my biggest scholastic achievement to date. dan smith loves me. and my mommy bought me green apple vodka and cocktail mix. i wish i were up to drinking tonight. i have to work at 8 am. and rumor is snow is headed this way.

but now that i think about it i believe i WILL watch some gossip girl and throw a couple back.